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That's the end of blogging! I don't find joy in blogging anymore as much as i don't find joy in going out with you anymore...
As i stand in front of the gates of the Facebook era, i know my life's in a mess... People may envy me for what i have, people may think i'm doing so well... But deep in my heart i know its not... Its white on the outside but black & burnt on the inside... The screws are all loose inside of me, the foundation is collapsing soon...
I don't find joy anymore in blogging, i don't find joy anymore when i go out with my friends, even my loved ones... I don't know what i really want... Maybe its solitude i'm looking for...
Maybe when i'm alright, i'll blog again! But LiveJournal is dead...
Damn if i will, damn if i don't... Who really cares if i'm sick, who really knows if i'm sick this morning... None! Who's there to take the extra mile to find out that i'm ok? No one, except you & i really thank God for you accompanying me to the doctor this afternoon... But NO ONE ELSE! It doesn't take a Benny Hinn to discern how am i feeling right now... Any ordinary soul with a heart of compassion can know how it feels...
I know the reason but it sounds so sick, so digusting, so impossible... Take me out of this place of solitude!
The power lines went out
and i am all alone
i don't really care at all not answering my phone
all the games you played
the promises you made
couldn't finish what you started only darkness still remains
Lost sight
couldn't see
when it was you and me
blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight
but i think ill be alright
Been black and blue before
there's no need to explain
i am not the jaded kind playbacks such a waist
your invisible, invincible to me
my wish is coming true erase the memory of your face
Lost sight couldn't see
when it was you and me
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight but i think ill be alright
one day you will wake up
with nothing but your sorries
ans someday you will get back
everything you gave me
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
I'm beginning to see the light
blow the candles out
looks like a solo tonight
but i think I'll be alright
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Candles - Hey Monday</div>
This song's for all the nice people in school... As we are all ending our exams this week, some today, some tomorrow, some at 8pm on Friday! Haha, it doesn't matter... Time doesn't stop, our tertiary/pre-university phase of life ends here this week! Some might consider working, some might consider studying & 50% will be married to his country (Army!!!)... Some i'll be seeing for the last time (Hopefully! Wha hahaha)
So this song's for you... Though its a love song, just change the word love to friendship! How i wish time can be turn back, then i'd studying really very hard for every paper! But along the way, i've met really great friends who helped me alot! Industrial Training Attachment, FYP & playing hide & seek in school is some of the nice memories! Gusto Cheerleading too, Year 2 & 3 was the most happening time in my poly life... Anyway, this is the song that S Club sang when they disbanded! Lol, its been a long time i last hear it & hey i thought it suits the ocassion!
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Say Goodbye - S Club 7
Say Goodbye- S Club
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regret
Nothing lasts forever though you want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye
though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
cause true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things
Well wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe well see eachother,
standing on the same street corner,
no regrets
Each and every end is always
written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Ahhh, so this is Poly life! My advicce to all sec 4/5 students is to go Junior College & never step into a poly unless you are so super fantabulastic disciplined!
- Location:Home
- Mood:
content
Haha! my blog is like urgh!
Didn't went to Minds Cafe today, decided to stay at home good boy... Or rather, its not a decision, its only the way out... If i go Minds, i die tomorrow... As i thought i was so prepared for my paper, actually there's another part i havent studied! Lol... So going stay at home to study for tomorrow final exam is the right thing to do...
After Wednesday or rather Tuesday, i can have all the fun! You know, fellowships, shots-ting, Wii-ing, guitar-ing... Whatever crap! Lol...
Until now i'm kinda prepared for tomorrow paper already... i change my method of studying... I did not memorise, but i understand & hopefully, i can apply it tomorrow! Haha...
Last week was rather bad too... Cheerleading all the way & clearing my Fish & Co. treat was the only positives! Was so packed with my schedule that i had to last minute skip birthday parties (2 in fact) & also time really flies last week...
Well, i don't care, i'm gonna watch football today at 11pm to destress! Liverpool Vs Man City... Lol, if Liverpool drop points today, that's it... Man United is walking all alone at the top! Well, seldom or never talk soccer on my blog before! Haha!
Haha, yesterday i received a sms about the bomb hoax in Bugis too... When i first opened it up, crap i obviously know its a hoax! Maybe my discerning? Haha, i don't know... But i know there are more lame people than me in this world!
"Strengthen me with raisins, refresh me with apples, for I am faint with love." -S.O.S 2:5
- Location:Home
- Mood: calm
Only Hope - Mandy Moore</div>
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.
So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.
Long time since i blogged huh? Kinda tired these days... Haha, don't felt like blogging... So happy, all my In-Course Assement modules test are over, now there's only 2 exams paper coming up... Life's pretty good... I got the next one whole week to study... I will miss school... Really wanna thank many of my teacher for their leniency... I think almost all of my modules are below 75% are definitely i thought i'll be given a pass or fail grade! HAHAHA! I hate to say this but i think i'm covered by His unconditional grace...
Yup, that is all... =)
Now, i experience the same feeling from the same devil this whole week... It told me to give up guitar... its too difficult for me...
No? I can't... & i recalled how hard i learnt the chords & strummings... The tears i've shed, the blood on my fingers... It kept me moving on... I will not submit to the point of giving up... No, though i'm tired of what i'm doing right now, i must continue to strive for better days to come...
& now i proclaim out loud, to bind the devil & live out my goal for the year... CGG by JUNE! CGG BY JUNE CGG BY JUNE! By all means, by all sacrifice, this is the ultimatum i've given to myself...
*in case some people thought i am already a CGG, NO, i havent! I'm not that pro yet! So here it goes! God bless all...
-Ed Angels =)
- Location:Home
- Mood:
crappy
I don't believe in simplicity... Being simple is just consoling yourself after you been through a crisis... Come think of it, who wants to be simple until you've been burnt by fire (i don't mean literally being burnt)...
My bottomline is, to me, simplicity cannot buy me happiness... I always strive to be the most flamboyant, the most outstanding if i want to be the best... Well, haha why am i talking about this...
For the past few days, i have lots of dreams, weird dreams, dreams of my friends & people around me, different night has different dreams... I can't say its a sweet dream or a nightmare, its just a random dream... I can't confirm whether how true it is... It could be deja vu in my dreams, i don't know & i don't want to confirm it right now... Just that i had this weird atmosphere around me these days...
I believe something big is gonna happen... Its gonna affect many people emotionally... There will be a change coming up soon... I don't know what change too, but this weird feeling & atmosphere tells me so... All i know is that this change will be good but it doesn't seem good when you first see it... I'm trying to fix the puzzle in my dream... I have this weird weird dreams... Just like i dreamt of something & this SMS which is what i dreamt was sent to me this morning... Also, i dreamt that someone died, but i don't know who, all i know is i felt sad... Then in class today, my lecturer told all of us that one guy from my other class pass away... Though i don't know him personally, it really happen in my dream, just that i don't know who died...
I don't know, but i'm kinda scared... I'm not prophecy-ing or do i wanna be a prophet, but this whole episode is way too scary... It really freak me out... I really hope its coincidence & not deja vu... All i know is that a change, a very prominent change is coming soon... I don't know exactly what change it will be but all i know is it will affect me & some of my good friends... I really don't know... & i really don't feel like typing this...
Sorry if i have freak anyone out when you read this... & please, i'm not emotional, i just felt weird...
But i'm glad my FYP presentation is over, now's just the report due... All thanks to a great lecturer & my always supportive team mates... I'm weird, i'm beginning to miss school & at the last week, i regretted skipping schools...
Looking forward to Wednesday after school... Gonna go chill with my friend... Most probably gonna go Carnivore & movie... I wanna watch InkHeart!
& i've decided to go on a one week vegetable fast soon... I don't know, i'm just weird these few days...
ed angels
- Location:Home
- Mood:
weird
These are the 5 really hilarious love proposals / pick up lines, its randomly disastrous:
1) The 35 years old guy tells his girlfriend, "Will You Marry Me? I Love You Just Like How Much I Love My Mother!"
2) "You must be the reason for global warming because you’re HOT!"
3) "Is your name Gillette? Because you’re the best a man can get!"
4) "You must be a magician, because everytime I look at you, everyone else disappears."
5) "Hello, my name is Elmo and baby you can tickle me anytime you want!"
Super Strong God (Acoustic) - Hillsong</div>
Well, just one more week of school & that's it! Next week is all about projects, reports & presentations!
Then there's 2 study week for me before i take my semestral exams... So actually there's nothing much to worry about for the semestral exam... its only 2 modules! Haha, after Wednesday, everything will be over... Lol!
I can't understand why are my classmates so stress about it... Haha, its the last week of school, look at the long-term! Haha, the future's bright for us! They are so stressed about the projects & stuff, well to me, i'm so excited that the week will end soon...
Its a kind of feeling where yoou feel excited yet burdened because of the number of projects you have in hand... But the idea of graudating has given me extra motivation! Lol!
Army is next! Wow, that's super fast! It seems like a month's ago i entered poly... I can vividly remember my first day at school...
But honestly, i screwed up my poly life... I became someone that's so worried about my school work to someone that doesn't even care if exam is tomorrow! But nevermind, when i go into University after Poly, it will be an altogether different thing!
Haha, i havent been blogging much for the past week... Mainly because i'm tired & projects! But well, CNY was awesome! Today's only the 5th day of CNY! Wow! I thought it has ended already or what!
I guess i have a super packed week ahead but hopefully, everything will be alright after Wednesday!
Thank You For Loving Me!
ed angels
- Location:Home
- Mood:
thankful
"ed angels": i'm the 'lovable' blonde in that picture. says:
wha
he super high sia when he see u
`= CeLeste =` `Journey and e walk.` says
who sia
"ed angels": i'm the 'lovable' blonde in that picture. says:
can i put these three lines in my blog?
yea, u may
go ahead
- Location:Home
McDonald's is my favourite fast food restaurant...
But looks like Carl's Junior is overtaking my preference...
Garfield is my favourite character...
Big Bird is my favourite Sesame Street character...
I love all tastes, that includes Sweet, Sour, Salty as well as BitterGourd...
I love hugs, i hate kisses...
Long hair over short hair...
I find Asian girls that are taller than me disgusting & scary...
I love teen flicks like Harold & Kumar & Mandarin old-school war time cliffy shows are not my kind of thing...
I'd choose watching the 12 sickening lotus over the red overhyped cliff...
Like i said above, i rather stay at home hacking into people's IP address than watching flicks like Ip Man...
Besides Hummingbird, there's no other acoustic guitar i desire to have...
If Hummingbird stops production, i might as well quit playing guitar...
If Hummingbird didn't exsted, i will be stuck with my sickening classical guitar that's worth not even a dollar in the market today...
I love Japanese songs but i only listen to YUI...
I dislike desperate people...
I might be taking an advanced diploma in music...
Passion does not last forever, until i realise music was my passion, i was just flirting with studying business...
Triangles definitely a no-no for me...
My dream car is a red Chevy...
My dream career is to drive a F1 car, in the same team with Fernando Alonso...
If i have the power to shut down something in this world, it would definitely be Team McLaren in F1...
That is the reason why i prefer Jack Daniel's to Johnny Walker...
Obviously everyone knows if you drink, don't drive, need not you to come & remind me...
Las Vegas is the place i always wanted to live in, for it takes me out of the reality, into the wonderland...
Wonderland refers to its themed hotels & not its casino (Grow up please!)
I've decided that's the place for my honeymoon in 7 years time & thiz is where we gonna stay. :)
I'd always very much dreamt of myself & thousands of people trapped in a catastrophic situation...
& with me being the hero, saving everyone alive in that catastrophy...
In the film Batman, i root for Joker cuz at least his voice ain't that gay...
Out of Batman, Superman, Spiderman & Powepuff Girls
My favourite is J.C. Man! J for what? C for what?
7 Princesses? Nah, i don't fancy anyone of them...
This one is my fave!
& lastly, i love ah lians! sorry, i can't help it...
ed angels
Hey guys, yesterday's an awesome day... Firstly went to Jean Yip to highlight my hair... Haha, wow the colour now is super uber bright... I'm like wha, so Beng ar, & then my hairdresser went to tone it abit black for me, if not the whole head will be like blonde... Okies, next time highlight this colour gonna choose aluminium rather than wearing the hat thing... & cuz i guess CNY is coming, a highlight & a haircut costs altogether $120... Haha... Then after the highlight, the hairdresser come tell me if you highlight Ash Green it will be very nice... Then why didn't you tell me earlier! Anyway, my hair is like a fusion now... There's this blonde colour & also the red which i highlighted during the Asia Conference period... Now the red kinda stands out because of the blonde... So you can imagine how compatible i am standing beside an Ah Lian! =:D
Then accompany my mom to SGH to see her routine appointment... While waiting for the doctor, i sneak off to find someone working there! Haha, then gotta go down back to school for cheerleading practice... Haha, well in the end only 5 people turn up... Haha, how to cheerlead? & there's only 2 guys there... Haha, so can't lor cancelled... Haha, but had a great chat with the Euphorians present there while waiting...
Went home after that but decided to meet Liz at The Cathay... Haha, she was shocked by my hair... Decided not to eat, just accompany her only cuz i didn't bring much cash out with me today so left $10 & this meet up was so sudden so decided to just see her eat... & i suggested McDonald's but she wanted Billy Bomber's... Okays lor... Haha, but cannot la, i was blessed by her unknowingly... I said its a loan, will pay her back another day but she said its a blessings... Haha, & i heard i can't reject blessings... So yar lor! Yeah! So happy, i've been longing for Billy Bomber's since like months ago, finally had Billy Bomber's... But its guilty you know, to always receive blessings... Nevermind, till next time, i'll treat u to Pariss, the one at Marina Square! Thanks anyway! Then rushed home immediately to complete my projects...
Randomness can kill me sometimes, its super irritating if you receive the randomness at the wrong place and the wrong time! Maybe you should pray first before asking me such random questions...
But when i reached home, nah didn't wished to do projects... Went to some guitar websites & learnt the tabs of Tears in Heaven! Wha, i'm bad at tabs man, i took like 10 minutes to master just the intro of that song... Didn't really enjoy it... I know i gonna be flame by other people who plays the guitar if they asks what song you like playing most on the guitar... But i can't take this guilty pleasure off me... Its super fun, addictive & cute!
Today was great! Haha, reached school at 9:30 then class photo taking... Haha, & there's so many projects to meet... I thought its all over until last week... Then FYP lesson, our client wanted a zero budget marketing recommendation... I'm like wow! But thank God for good lecturer... She gave us all her ideas she researched... Jackeline Carter is really the best lecturer in SP... Its the only lecturer i can joke & crap with too sometimes... Its the only lecturer i feel most comfortable with talking to... & thank God she's my FYP teacher...
Then went for the Biz Simulation game test which really screwed! Haha, but i think i will pass... Then seriously very very jaded, went home slept & now just woke up... Gonna enjoy the remianing weeks of my poly life...
ed angels
Actually i had this guilty pleasure when i played some Jonas Brother's song... S.O.S. is so enjoyable... I really had fun on the guitar with this song... Haha!
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S.O.S acoustic[no shouts version] - Jonas Brothers</div>
- Location:Home
- Mood: crappy
- Music:SOS- Jonas Brothers
What you did is very selfish... Making her suffer in silence & an innocent victim... For me, i'm a victim too, torn apart...
I can't choose my path... I was picked up by you from sympathy from young... Like a slave, the people i mixed with is determined by you... No one can control my destiny, not even God... You control my destiny...
Its alright... I'll resign to fate... But the way you made her suffer in silence made me furious... I can't let you do that to her... She's just innocent... Why must you always misunderstand her?
& why do you always get misunderstood? Why not you open up & share with me than keeping it to yourself? Wouldn't it be better? Why not you share with me so that i can see the whole picture? Why must you keep it to yourself & suffer in silence? So the one that controls my destiny got her wish & the one that's ebing musunderstood all the time hates me because of my destiny's controlled...
If one side is domineering, the other is keeping quiet to yourself all the time, i have no choice but to let fate decide my destiny...
Who's the ultimate loser afterall? Me! Since young, you''ve sad you love me, but now you're hurting me...
ed angels
- Location:Home
- Mood:
tired
01 突然好想你 Tu Ran Hao Xiang Ni - 五月天 Wu Yue Tian</div>
突然好想你
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆
突然翻滚绞痛著
不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终于让自己属于 我自己
只剩眼泪 还骗不过自己
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下 最痛的纪念品
我们 那么甜那么美那么相信
那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去
突然好想你
你会在哪里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆 突然翻滚绞痛著 不平息
最怕突然 听到你的消息
最怕此生 已经决心自己过
没有你 却又突然 听到你的消息
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Then again, when i woke up this morning, i had to face the realities of life... Someone told me to clear the mess i have left behind... I've got no choice but to remain the same as before... Its sad... If you really want the best for me, you should let me go... That's all! =)
ed angels
- Location:Home
- Mood: tired
- Music:突然好想你- MayDay
I'm confused... Like what my friend says, i will never settle this matter, it will just continue to drag on... I just feel bad if i gotta act on it cuz i dislike hurting people...
Anyway, today's word in cell group as well as service is great! I need to TRANSFORM! So i have decided, this year i'm gotta change alot in terms of my character... I gotta be firm & decisive... Realised i havent been really decisive over the past years... It all started a few years ago where i decided to go somewhere & got mocked at real badly till whenever i'm asked to decide, i'll say anything... Haha, well its not gonna be the same anymore... & many more la, if were to blog, its gonna be never ending... but i guess this is the most important part i need to change...
After service went to fellowship with Kim, Darren, YongLiang & my mom at Marina Square... Lol, had our dinner at Red Cliff Restaurant, oops i mean H.K. Cafe, the theme is so Red Cliff can? Okies, inside joke la! Haha, its great fellowship... Keep joking & lame-ing... Then played the Number Game... Kim got forfeited... Will upload the videos soon on my blog or in Facebook or on Youtube! Stay Tuned!
Then hang around Marina Square then went home... Supposed too go for birthday party after that but Liz ain't going, so its cancelled... Haha, you can't expect me to go to someone's birthday whom i just met for like 3 times alone right?
I just don't know... There are so many thing i wish to say but i just can't say it... It just couldn't stay this way... I can't meet you as many times as before anymore... I don't know why but i'm sorry, just sorry... I need to concentrate on other things... Do you know i am talking to you right now? We're no longer even complicated anymore, we're just friends... I've prayed about it, i'm sorry... You're still the sweetest and nicest person i have met... Best friends forever yea? :)
ed angels
- Location:Home
At the rate the world is moving, more & more people are getting schizophrenia... It ain't scary until you see one of them on the road talking to themselves... Its currently 1 in ever 150 in Singapore...
How do you view them? How does the society view them? What if your father, mother, brother, sister is diagnosed with schizophrenia (pronounced as skid-zo-phre-nia)? How are we gonna deal them? Its sick! I'd rather have AIDS than being diagnosed with a mental disorder like this...
Randomness, that is...
Alrights! School's sick today... Did my Schizophrenia presentation then had another 1 hour tutorial... Went home, slept till 6... Watched TV, play guitar... Had some MSN phone conversation with ZhiHao & Liz... Didn't know can talk thru MSN, can save so much on phone bills yea?
i miss you...
ed angels...
This is the next guitar i gonna get... Its 6.7K Sing dollars... Nah, i think i have enough of Gretsch... This Gibson Les Paul GT No Flames is the next guitar i gonna get... Nah, this time i'm gonna work during the long holidays i have from my school ends till the time i enlist... I tried it at the showroom yesterday, this guitar rocks...
I need a Strat & a Les Paul just as much as i need a Hummingbird & a plug-in Taylor acoustic...
Well, should i save up for a car? Or for guitars?
- Location:School Library
- Mood:
excited
Wow! How fast huh? On Thursday i'm gonna go down to collect my second Hummingbird guitar... Excited you can say yet still kinda sore over what happned... 2 Hummingbirds altogther costs $1,600... I can get at least a basic Taylor or Gibson guitar with that money... Oh well, but guess i'm willing to fork out another $200 to go repair my broken Hummingbird... That means i should have 2 Hummingbirds... Heard that it can be repaired...
Gone back to the shop today to place the order & the staffs there at the shop were like Gosh, what a waste! Lol... But think about it, 2 Hummingbirds in 7 days... Cool huh?
I don't know... I feel lost for words... I'm crazy over guitars... Till a certain extent where i don't like studying... Wanna take a Diploma or Degree in Guitar Management & open a guitar shop in the future... Hey, its still business right? Haha... With passion, i can do anything if i give myself a chance... I just wanna jump on the stage & play the guitar... I just wanna open franchises after franchises of my guitar shop... Just like McDonald's, just like Starbuck's...
Well, its not so tough for these ordinary hands when i trust someone with extraordinary plan! Yeah!
I realised something today, i don't really have any male friends i can really talk to in school... Its either Hi Bye or friends that i can just lame with... Just like any other normal day in school, i don't even talk to a male friend in my class... Cuz number 1 my new class this semester only has 4 guys including me & my FYP groups are all girls... How pathetic huh?
Met Liz for dinner at Bugis... Awww, never see her in such a bad mood before... Brought her to the arcade but it didn't help either... Wha haha, cheer up no matter what!
Went home, took out my guitar & told myself today i won't be practicing any praise or worship song... Enough, i need to play some secular songs... There was once someone, i'm not telling you who, came asking me what songs do i know how to play? & i think through, hey all the songs i can play is either Hillsong, C3, or our own songs... So i just gave them a slight smile & tries to avoid the question...
Played some really really old songs that's within my vocal range like Busted's Psycho Girl, Sleeping With The Light On... Nsync's This I Promise You... Haha, wow reminds me of the old school days... Tried David Cook's Light On too... Kinda cool... But i realise songs today are impossible to play on just a guitar alone unlike those old school songs we used to hear... But then again, secular songs are so much easier to play than praise & worship... You don't need to flow or whatsoever... Just play it your style, your rhythm, your tempo...
& i also realised i need to play more secular songs instead of practicing on some praise & worship songs all day... Balance is the key to life...
Psycho Girl - Busted</div>
Psycho Girl by Busted
she's so weird it scares me
i don't think she likes me.
And thinking of her name is driving insane....
she's my psycho girl
my psycho grilfriend,
Everything i say, she takes it the wrong way.
she's my psycho girl,
A living nightmare
she's everything i need,
but i can't stand her
i can't change her thinking,
but she's so goodlooking,
and thinking of her name is driving me insane...
we spent the night in,
we started fighting.
since then its never been the same.
thinking of her name,
is driving me insane...</div>
Guess song styles like this still suits me & my blog best... No more Monsters i promise! =)
ed angels
- Location:Home
- Mood: mellow
- Music:Psycho Girl- Busted
Craps! I'm so addicted to this retarded song... That keeps repeating 'Is That A Monster, Is That A Monster?'
On friday, me & Liz were like singing the line of the chorus non-stop, never ending the whole day! Just can't feel anymore retarded & why did they ever thought of this kind of lyrics? Just talk a look at the lyrics below, its super uber random...
But i like the set up of the song... From the intro to the end, the guitar riffs, the drum beats... Its awesome! Gosh, i don't think i like punk songs anymore, nowadays i keep listening to Alternative bands like Switches, The Hooises & this one...
I got much more to blog... Yar about guitars & dates... But guess i'll stop here... I'm totally jaded...
Brain fried tonight through misuse
Through misuse, through misuse
You can't avoid static abuse
Abuse, abuse
Without these pills you're let loose
You're let loose, you're let loose
Take off, get out, no excuse
No excuse, no excuse
What's that coming over the hill
Is it a monster? Is it a monster? [X4]
Confused, mind bruised, it seeps out
It seeps out, it seeps out
Face down, home town looks so grey
Looks so grey, looks so grey
Convexed you bend, twist and shout
Twist and shout, twist and shout
Stand up, brush off, get moving
Get moving, get moving
Face down, home town, face down, home town
Face down, home town, it looks so grey [X4]
XOXO,
ed angels
- Location:Home
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Sometimes you can't control some things in life... What's yours is yours & what's not its not...
You plan to have dinner at Billy Bombers but your friend wants to have dinner at Muthu's Curry...
You plan to chill out Timbre but unknowingly you ended up in a gay bar...
You plan to get a Demi Lovato cd but gosh, you mix up their faces & bought a Miley Cyrus cd
You plan to watch Yes Man! But your grandma wanna watch Ip Man... (Oh man, that's bad)
You tell the taxi driver Henderson Secondary & he drives you up to Anderson Secondary... (Wow, thank you, i'm not that smart)
You wanna date Yumi but in the end Miko came into your life...
(Okays, you know i'm just exaggerating except the last point there...)
Just like my guitar... I got my Hummibird 3 days ago & all of a sudden this morning, never in my wildest dream, someone broke it... It was devastating as its the only piece left in Singapore... I gotta wait for months to when the new ones arrives in Singapore... What's more shattering is my dreams for the year is halted... All they know is when i break something of yours, i can pay back the $800... Sometimes life is not about paying back... Have you thought about the wood that has made the guitar? How wasted it has become? Now its a waste, the guitar neck is totally broken, there's nothing anyone can do to salvage it... Think about it, its not about paying back, this guitar can actually touched many people's life, can say 2000 who knows? By faith i believe... But just one careless drop from my aunt has spoilt this guitar & it can longer be of any use...
I'm feeling very devastated... I know you have money you can get me one back... But that's not the point... To me, a guitar is a life, once is spoilt its dead, & the person that killed its life is a murderer... I don't take a guitar as something like a toy... When its spoilt, you can buy another... It has a life, to impact the people around... Emotions work through instruments like guitar, therefore to me its considered as kind of a living thing...
Plus, i'm at a point where i have to move on from my classical guitar to the Acoustic... Anyway, i can't control things like this... Its not within my means... It happened when i was out... So how now? Guess my resolution of being a CG Guitarist has taken a huge setback... How do i practice on a Acosutic right now? & please, i don't want any other crappy Yamaha acoustic, i need a Hummingbird... We'll see, i might get my Taylor or Gibson soon if the Epiphone is not available... So meanwhile, i'll frame that beautiful broken guitar in my room...
Break a Epiphone, pay me a Gibson... & after today, i really hope everyone will learn to respect a guitar... Its more than a toy... It has to power to move people...
Okays, i just ended my introduction of the blog entry...
Anyway, let me blog about the nice things... Yesterday had a great great sumptuous lunch with Terry & Kim... Yeah, W220!!! Had lunch at Dian Xiao Er... its some sort of Chinese restaurant... I never ever thought of going into that kind of place with friends in my life... Haha, its so old school China Village style & its like a reunion dinner... Haha! But most importantly, its the fellowship... There's a difference between 'quality fellowship' & 'fellowship'... Quality feelowship is fellowshipping with agape... Fellowship is fellowshipping for the sake of fellowshipping... Just felt that right now, there's no way to have the same kind of quality fellowship as W220 in the past... But hey, i have a destiny huh!
Thanks for the treat Terry & thanks for the Starbuck's Kim! Wow, finally you don't owe me anymore CCC liao... Haha!
Hopefully, we'll plan another W220 reunion during CNY! Hahaha!
Service was great too... I like the way Pastor John speaks... Haha! Really energetic & charismatic... Yeah true true, very true... I'll work on my calling instead of what i wanna do! :)
& after service well, went to Orchard & then a friend's birthday party till like 1plus am then took a cab home! Haha, its been a power-packed Monday huh?
That's all man! I'm fine! I'm not crying over the spilt guitar... I'll guess i'll move on...
Tickle Me, Big Bird,
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