I'm back... Hmmm, how come can i blog in such an early hour? You want know why? You really want know why? You really really want know why? Cuz my lesson is cancelled, so 'sway' (unlucky) can? I first time come school so early then lesson cancelled, then if i never come, lesson not cancelled... Argh, Praise the Lord! Like that, you expect me to wait till 1pm for my next lesson? Haha, no way!

Anyway, i'm here to share a story with you guys & here it goes:

There's this guy, his name's called Lucifer... He was a loser kid, a nerd, a geek in his secondary school days... Everything wasn't going so right for him then... Fast forward to 2008, transformation there's alot yet regrets, he has had a few... Maybe one of his weaknesses in life was unable to make decisions & his emotional problems... 

He recently knew Jane & they got together real well... The chemistry's there, everything's there... Getting together happily wasn't a big problem... The past one month they have been through has been awesome... To him, Jane is sweet, understanding yet everything a guy could wish for in a girl... But he's such an idiot because he'd prefer to be with Jane Mary, someone he knew too, knowing that the chances of him & Mary being together is kinda slim, knowing that when they got together, there'll be lots of trouble & objections among elders... & yes, after reflecting on it, he still decided to choose Mary over Jane...

Today, his life is so messed up & confused, full of question marks up his mind... He just don't get it, he just can't comprehend why he chose Mary over Jane... Someone who he had some bad times with over someone who's never had a bad time with before... His friends all laughed at him for being silly... Why choose over someone who may not guarantee love over someone who guarantee love? What happens when one day while strolling down Orchard Road, he just saw Mary holding someone else's hand... Wouldn't that be very very heartbreaking? Maybe he dared not love again if that scene happen...

Like what happen above, Lucifer can promise that his faith, trust & love for God will always stand firm till his last breath...

The moral of this TRUE story tells us we're all fools in love... 

Well, this Jap song has been dwelling on my mind since last night... Its really beautiful! I'll never get tired of it, just like True Worshipper's All Things New...

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight

強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの Everytime I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

Memories of our time together
消さなで このまま don’t go away

あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの
優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missing you
重ねた手 離さないで

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

たとえば 誰かのためじゃなく あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に

たとえば 叶うなら もう一度あなたのために
歌いたい この歌を
終わらない story 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよ ずっと永遠に

English Translation:

If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

Okays, enough of the emotional side... This week has been great so far from me... 

Vivo City is officially my second home! Haha, you can ask Kim! Lol...

So i'll blog about my adventures this week:

Wednesday (July 2):

Went to Vivo City Starbuck's to study... Then Kim's colleague saw me there, told her about it then yar, after her work went to meet her... Though its short (i think 20 mins only right?) but still a good fellowship... Talk to her on the bus till i forgotten to press the bell... Haiz, so walk back one bus stop... 

But studying at Starbuck's to me is much more productive than studying at home cuz at home, i might pick up the guitar & surf the computer so yar, Praise God for Starbuck's, indeed its a bright morning star to me! (:

Then at night, i BHB my guitar skills to someone! HAHA! You want me to post our conversation here?

Thursday (July 3):

Met up with Kim, Ronald & ShuWei at Jurong Point for a short lunch before rushing off to school to take my test... No no, don't get mistaken, its not a re-test... I didn't fail anything in my poly life before... The paper's soooooooooooooooooooooo easy! I completed it in 30 minutes... & i didn't attend a lecture from that module before... Just borrowed to photocopy notes from my guai classmates can le... That's study smart right? Haha... I know, people's gonna 'kill' me when they read this...

Then i rush all the way to Dover MRT cuz i thought Kim waiting for me there... Lol... In the end, we went to Bugis to cut hair... THe hairstylist that cuts for Kim is very CUTE!!! Even Kim admits if she were a guy, she'll like her... Haha, right? After that went to Soup Spoon for dinner! Hmmm, always eat at Soup Spoon, the food can't finish de... Lol! Haha, i thank God for this Sis in-Christ... 

& i realise someone, most girls love cars! The rest i need not elaborate. (:

I went home, felt so burdened of my personal life... All i can do is pray & pray for you too... I need deliverance from the state of what i am now... Behind those smiles & confidence lies a broken, messed up heart... On a lighter note, I've got many 'ugly' photos of my friends, but don't think i'm gonna post it up real soon! HAHA! Gonna dedicate one post in my blog soon to upload those photos...

Okies, Zhihao just called me to tell me the lesson at 1pm is cancelled too... Argh, THERE GOES MY SLEEP! (:

Do you undestand how i really feel right now? 

agape,
ed Angels

                                                  Is Anybody Listening?
                                           Can They Hear Me When I Call?
                                           I'm Shooting Signals In The Air,
                                             Cuz I Need Somebody's Help,
                                               I Can't Make It On My Own
                                                 So I'm Giving Up Myself,
                                                   Is Anybody Listening?